UTM--->KL--->KUCHING~HOME~!!!

Today is Tuesday.i still have 2 sessions of Japanese class todae.will be leavin UTM to KL tonight.Jessica and many of my frens from Kolej are going to Sabah todae.they too will be leaving lata.that leaves me alone in Kolej.wahaha.will be taking bus alone too...ehem!~well..is not my first time taking bus to KL alone,so i guess that wont be a problem.however,i do wish someone would have accompany me,haha.at least i wont be so boring in the bus!!hhmmff*=p

is my final week in the WEST!!haha..at least for this year..Im having tis discomfort in my right eye..hmm..i dunnoe wad issit nar..mayb i still drink enough water..(but i drank alot alot d!!)hope the discomfort will disappear soon..

KL..will reach around 1130pm(i hope!) however,luckily i dun haf to go Pudu.ah huat will pick me up near Serdang area.at least i dun haf to wait at Pudu.haha.well,gonna get ready for Japanese class.My JLPT4 is this Sunday!!!wahh...will do my best nar~a bit nervous about it..haha..will take it cool..the test will be held in UPM,KL..hehe..never been to UPM,this will be a nice opportunity to visit UPM..till then,hAPPie hOLidAys everyoNe!!!!!

HoMe!!see u this SundAy!!

cheers!~=)

Exhausted

my eyes turned red and my cheeks are blushing...i feel the heat..guess im really tired after all the packing,moving,carrying...gosh!hate the college rules!

luckily jess is around to help me..or else..i cannot imagine moving all the bags and boxes by myself!!thanks jessica!!=)

tomorrow is Sunday...i guess 90% of the students from my college already went home..the cafe is closed for the holiday..my apartment is cleared..Kolej Perdana suddenly became like a dead city..hardly see anyone around...so here i am..staying wif jessica in her double room...really reminds me of my 1st year staying with my ex-roomate,mei wah...hehe..lovely girl..guess she must be enjoying her stay back home in ipoh..suddenly miss her..

i still got assignment to complete..physics...and japanese to revise!!~must focus!focus!nx sunday will be my test day!!wish me all the best guys!hehe..

tonite is a cooling,can feel the breeze but no stars..the sky is so plain dark..with my tired body,guess ill be having a good and sound sleep...sleep tight!sweet dreams~ZZzzzz....

paCkiNg pAcKinG

Ohayou gozaimasu!~

Beautiful friday morning...the final day of exam week!~ thr goes the bus..i gues today will be the last day for my uni's bus to operate..(the bus drivers must be very happy,one of them told be they will be paid during the one-month holidays without working!)hehe..good fer them as personally,i think the bus drivers(especially my college's bus) are wonderful people.they are considerate and friendly..at least much much better than other bus drivers from other college who may not be that "friendly"..well,no harm to treat ppl nice rite?!~

yesterday we went to JB City Square shopping mall.spent our whole afternoon there.was bringing janice, huiming and yun ning(janice's coursemate from UM who now are also my frens..haha..) "exploring" the so-called famous CS..took a public bus from Taman U and a 30 minutes ride before we reached the busy street of JB near JB custom. It was a fine afternoon.we jes doing the usual window shopping and eventually her frens bought something.we had our lunch at the food junction and there were people all around.youngsters, students in uniform, businessmen, family with babies and children...haha..it had been a long time since i last came CS...hmm...last Christmas i think..wen i went to Singapore to celebrate Christmas,that time i did drop by CS..walau..time flies...

Janice spent her nite at her fren's auntie's house lastnite..she's heading to Singapore today.i do hope she have a gud trip there.i didn follo her because there's things for me to do today..will need to clear my room before tomorrow.im staying in U4 which is the apartment of my college and we are not able to rent it since there will be programs going on this holiday and U4 will be occupied by the participants of the program.hmm..quite troublesome for us..im staying at 9th floor,and the store is at the ground floor!!imagine i had to move EVERYTHING(my books especially! they are so so so heavy) to the store..im staying in UTM until 27 nov..so ill be moving to u5(the block opposite U4) which we are allowed to rent for extent staying at college.

actually i already packed and stack up my books and notes.i jes nid to get nilon ropes and celotape and put them all in the big box.now leaving my closet to be clear..hehe...is almost the same every semester..how nice if we are allowed to stay in the same room or college for the whole duration of our course! that will really save us the time and energy.however,mayb is a gud thing to do some cleaning and clearing at times to avoid us pilling all unnecessary things..haha..ironic eh?how much thing will we have?=.=" is jes all the books and notes...

well well...gues i better start my packing now...gud day!~=)

HuRray!~Holidaes!
(haha...but of course,retirement still seems very very far from me...haha...)

well,thr goes my 3rd semester!~hehe..after the final checking of my SPP2006-Fundamental of Pedagogy paper,i walked out the examination hall with a smile.."finally..."it was such a relief to finish all my papers.i did my best and i hope that everything will be worthy.Hurray!! Holidays!!

Janice came to Johor.i went to meet her and brought her around UTM with a bike.haha.is her 1st time riding on a bike with me.i gave her a tour of my uni campus.after that,we went to have dinner in Taman U and she spent the night here at my apartment.i was so happy to meet a old friend of mine here.we chit chat and had a great time~=)

it is almost 530am here and i woke up around 430am.haha.it was so early!!~but i couldnt continue to sleep...haha..so here i am,sitting in front of my laptop,updating my blog..

is Thursday today..will be bringing Janice and her friends from UM to JB today..gonna b a "one-day tour guide"..haha...it had been quite sometimes since i last went to JB.It was a busy semester and im glad is over now so i get to recharge myself with all these holiday mood~happy~

to all my buddies in Swinburne who are having their finals now,all the best!!~ do your best and c u guys very soon!!

take care!~cheers*=)

失眠之夜

This was supposed to be my post the day after i finished my 2nd paper..however the line was terrible and i cannot even sign in my yahoo or friendster..so finally, here it is..in my blogspot blog..i suppose this one should i post in my friendster blog..but im unsure whether i want it to be thr or not..guess i still prefer it to be more 'private' and since tis blogspot is more personal to me,i decided ill post it here...hehe..

i anticipate the arrival of my holidays with hope i can have more to write about myself,my feelings and my thoughts...cheers!~=)

现在是凌晨12点20分。对我的室友来说，在这个时候看到我醒着算是一个奇迹吧…我也不清楚自己醒着的理由是什么，可能是我心里的情绪做怪吧。让每晚早睡的我，现在竟坐在电脑银幕面前，挞、挞、挞…随着手指在键盘上的摸索，不知觉得把我现在的情绪变成了文字。

到底是什么？是什么让我醒着？有点觉得我不应该在这样的夜晚坚决读完那本书——吴子云（或藤井树）的“寂寞之歌”。但在那时的我（即几小时前）虽然睡意渐有，却舍不得放下它，就这样眼睛半眯半开着地一口气把它看完了。看完了，灯灭了，心想说睡了…但糟糕我却睡不下了。心里老是在想着书里那几个句子，我想我能想象作者当时的心情吧~所以忽然之间，有所感触。回忆又像那微微的风，悄悄地在我心底深处掀起一阵小旋风，让我不得不去注意它。这时，我问我自己，为何我心会如此地忐忑？

那一霎那间，我有很多话想说。以前的种种回忆和当时的感觉也毫不客气地像多年不见的老朋友，一齐涌上心头。回想起当年所发生的一切，那算是初中和高中时期的少女情怀吧。我相信每个女生都希望能和自己喜欢的男生相遇、相知、相惜，在一生人只有一次的年少青涩中拥有一个浪漫甜蜜的爱情故事吧。（或许我这样的形容来虚幻了，感觉只有在现在的台湾偶像剧才会发生的事情。）但至少当时的我是这样想的。

当然，故事的发展并不是和我想的一样。那故事的男主角是出现了，就是我亲爱的翰。他是我的初恋。从相遇、相知到现今的相惜，这一路走来并不是那么顺利。我曾经以为他不再属于我的世界了。那时的我，在一大堆不清不楚的理由中，我努力地寻找说服自己放弃的借口，拼命地对自己说没事的、没事的。可是我到现在都忘不了那痛到心扉里的感觉。我想我这一辈子也忘不了吧。但我很珍惜这个感觉，因为就是这个感觉让我一夜之间“长大”了。

“对的，其实感情不就是这么简单的吗？

俩个人在相爱的时候分开，

那就是双方都有必须反省的地方…”

—— 吴子云

其实，今夜的我，不只是惦记着翰，想念着他。我心里也不曾忘记过在我生命中曾经和我分享岁月的“朋友”。我想要说…

伦，你在那儿还好吗？你的课程快读完了吧？我…我想说，谢谢你对我的好，对不起让你伤心了。我知道我现在说什么都没有用了，不小心摔破的杯，就算是多不小心，它还是破了。虽然很努力地将碎片接回，但却接不回裂痕，永远补不了的伤痕。你也已经在我心划了一条线，永远在我心深处留下一个值得珍惜的美丽回忆。我真心希望你会过得好。

祥，虽然我们在一起的时间很短，但是你还是在我生命中留下了脚印。或许那时的我们都还不清楚自己想要什么，但很感谢你的出现，也让我领悟到一些道理。我希望你能早日找到自己想要的目标，那个时候就不要轻言放弃了。加油！

翔，你还好吗？对我而言，你现在就像个陌生人。我有时都不知道我是不是真的是认识过你。事情的发生到现在也有两年了吧。我想你应该也有了自己的目标，过着自己的生活吧。不联络我是否是你要彻底忘了我的方法？可能吧。不管怎样，我也希望你是快乐的。

哇~说出了这些还真是舒畅了许多哦！我不知道别人会怎么想，但我觉得我不需要去在意。因为这是我的故事，这些都是我想说的。我真得很想告诉他们我心里的话。在此能和你们分享，是我的荣幸。也许有些话说出来会比憋在心里好很多吧！太多思绪的累积，如果没有适当的释放出来，会变成负担的。说出来也可能会得到意外的收获，感觉上自己又长大一点。哈…

我很感谢上天让我和翰有机会再次相惜。或许因为有些事情的发生才给了彼此这个机会吧。我们很珍惜它。现在的我们，过得很好。离开家乡到西马半岛求学的日子虽长，令我俩见面的时间也不多，但庆幸我们都知道只要心里有彼此，多远的距离都不是问题。这是真的。然而我不否认距离对我们不曾是问题，尤其在思念情绪泛滥的时、想第一时间与他分享感受的时候、失落想被爱人安慰和呵护的时候，这些“时候”就很容易变成了“距离的最佳利器”，一不小心都可能让一段感情成为无辜的牺牲者。所以我很用心地照顾它，而我也感受到翰的努力。谢谢你，亲爱的。谢谢你一路来的细心和爱，我都很珍惜。我们也一起走过不少的路，也一起长大了不少。我们继续一起加油吧！未来的日子还很长，但我相信有你陪我一起走，一定很美！我爱你。

现在是凌晨2时22分。

今夜，我失眠了。

2007年11月7日

"The LORD bless you and keep you;
the LORD make His face shine upon you
and be gracious to you;
the LORD turn His face toward you
and give you peace."
Numbers 6:24-26

One more week!!

Today ill be having my 4th paper-SPM1702 Multimedia Design.after this,2 more papers to go after i head for KL to sit for my JLPT 4. what a relief yesterday after i finished my SSG3573 Biological control paper.hehe..thank God. I can answered all the questions. at least im done for my 1st 3 credit subject. well, not to be too happy yet as i still got one more battle to fight.my SSP1223 paper-Modern Physics!!=p


will do my best!~cannot wait to start holidays!~hehe..to all my friends who have finished their finals,HApPiE hOlidays!!~ & to my best friend and buddies who start their final next week, All the bEst and giVe ur BesT pErfOrmance yea!!~im sure u all can do it!~Ganbatte kudasai!~ take care. C u guys wen im back! hugs!!~

LOVE

Love and magic have a great deal in common
They enrich the soul,
Delight the heart,
And they both take practise.

Tell me who admires you and loves you
and I will tell you who you are.

If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never really was in the first place.

Immatuire love says:"I love you because I need you"
Mature love says:"I need you becauses I love you"

Love doesnt consist in gazing in each other,
but in looking outwards together in the same direction.

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful,
but she is beautiful because you love her.

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give - which is everything.

To fear love is to fear life,
and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

We are born for love.
It is the pricnciple of existence and its only end.

Love doesnt make the world go'round.
Love is whar makes the ride worthwhile.

To love abundantly is to live abundantly,
and to love forever is to lie forever.

Love is love's reward.

so dear friends,don't be afraid to love...Love God like you love yourself and love your lover,family and friends...be loved and love others...take k and i love you all...

~Rainy days~

Finally,here i am, sitting in front of a desktop that allows me to online~ hmpff* im in my uni biggest computer lab (C.I.C.T.),just finished my 2nd paper (islam & isu-isu semasa)!~hehe..came out 15 minutes earlier since i had finished answering all th 80 MCQ~such a relief!~finally i can get all the facts out of my mind and start focusing on the other four subjects...tis is study life...we study and we exam...after exam we study again...it had been like tat since we step into school,well,for those who is working now,sure they will say "study life is the most enjoyable moment of life!!~once you start working,no more enjoy lor~so enjoy while you can!!~" really?.haha...however i think study and work,both have good and bad...which is which, i still dunnoe..so since im still studying..so..studying enjoys me!~haha...

my next paper is Bilogical Control which is on 16/11/2007 followed by Multimedia Software Design on 17/11/2007...aarrrr...10 more days before the 2 papers...thats mean 10 more days fer me to do revision..haha..guess there is ample of time if i really make full use of it...sure ill make full use of it since im staying in hostel and going nowhere...=.="..all i do in room is study and watch anime or cartoons..haha...(my favourite past time)..everyday almost the same...slept early and wake up early...life is really boring sometimes..how i wish i have wings and fly high up into the sky and feel so free and go wherever i want and fell the wind and....!!~~ahems*!~ (back to reality..that's not going to happen) wel,is nice to imagine things like tat sometimes...haha...blek!=p

Cold...is the word that is going around my mind all these days..is windy and rainy days in johor...it makes the days so gloomy and blue...but there is always rainbow after rain..is like telling me after exam, u wil have holidays..so cheer up!!~ do your best and great time awaits you!!! yea!! is true...im looking forward to finish my exam including my JLPT4 in kl and go home...i got so many plannings to carry out...haha...thinking of renovating my room, get a new colour for it...buddies' camping/gathering...haha...wonder who's the OC this time....oh yea!~i plan to organise 2nd 2003 Highians' Dinner!! anyone have any idea or suggestions??hehe...well..it excites me just thinking of all the things i can do after exam when i go home..yea..HOME~my favourite word...hehe...home sweet home!~

wow..happy thoughts make happy people...hehe...so happy to think of these...cannot wait to finish exam..so..HAI! GANBARIMASU!!~ must work harder and strive for the best!!! for all my friends having exam, relax yourself when u are stressed out...find your happy thoughts!!~list them out or shout them out...haha..believe me,it does give u a boost of energy!! after that,continue your hardwork and you will earn your fruits..hehe...all the best!~jia you!~

God bless~

Sunday 日曜日。かぞくのひ　Family day

The connection line really slow these few days..don't know what's the reason but it happens once a while..=.="...i cannot online,cannot chat,cannot read my mail,cannot surf net....bla bla bla...really annoying..finally the line was ok abit now..i quickly grab the chance to write something in my blog~

well..is 3rd Nov today..which means im going home in less than one month!~wahaha...i mus be home sick so seriously..haha...but hey,im sure everyone miss home here..especialy when we are "away" from home...like me!~=p

is Sunday!!~another family day...wow..how time flies..i remember writing in one of my blog also mentioning, Sunday Family day...hehe..today i am going to mass too..at the late evening...by the way,i am doing the 1st reading (in Mandarin) for today's mass...i have been attending Mandarin masses since im in UTM as most of the chinese students go for mandarin masses here..i always attend english mass in Kch,so it was quite "unfamiliar" for me to pray the prayers in mandarin..well,is God's house also..and now i am alrite,just still need to refer to the transparency to keep up with others...(i miss going to St. Peter's Catheral with my family every Sunday~)

is another beautiful Sunday!~ the sun shines softly and the breeze is so refreshing..is a beautiful sight from my apartment (9th floor) as i can see a wide range of view...i wonder if is the same lovely weather in Kuching...guess my family are on their way to mass now...while im here doing revision before sitting for my final examinations...

"Dear God, please bless my family with a great day and protect them from all danger and harm. Grant them peace and happiness in their heart and appreciate for being able to stay and live as a family. Dear God, please give me your strength and shower your blessing upon us so we can stay strong in love and faith. Love you God. Thank you. Amen~"

Have a lovely day everyone!!~ God bless...

Final GANBATTE KUDASAI!!! =)

Oct 31 Trick-or-Treat!~=p

Woke up aron 6a.m. this morning.It was a cold morning as it was raining through the night and drizzling in the morning..the sky was still gloomy and the sun is nowhere to be seen even when it's almost 8a.m...I'm trying my best to revise for my ULT (Islam & Isu-isu semasa)..but..duhh...how can i poosibly understand it with all the islamic words? i wondered...however,it is still one of the compulsory subject to take for all courses...what can i do?guess ill just continue my effort in reading through the main points and doing past years..God,please guide me...

My day was cool..had 3 hours JLPT4 class today made me concentrated with all my japanese grammars & vocabs!!~。。。あります。。。います。。。とても。。。ほんとに。。。trust me,there's lots more than this..i just got the past years for my JLPT4 paper and i am required to do it as homework and revision to strengthen my japanese grammar and vocabs and get me ready for my JLPT 4 in KL next month..guess,i must say to myself :idaさん、がんばってください!!(meaning, ida,do your best!!)=)

Today is Oct 31, is Halloween~ Boo!~well,it is obvious the event was not popular among Malaysians as you hardly see anyone dressed up in their halloween's costumes appearing at your doorway and shout "Trick-or-Treat?!~"..haha..however i am sure if anyone did that,many people wont understand the situation and might get a fright or even mistreat them thinking is a joke..hmm..i wondered what is the feeling of dressing up in funny and crazy costumes and going around the neighbourhood asking for sweets with a bunch of friends...haha..well,if there is a chance to experience..haha..why not?however it is not the culture here to celebrate Halloween..anyway...BoO!~haha..HaPpy Halloween everyone!~

Well,guess i better get back to my books..さむい(samui=cold)　ですね(desu ne)！is going to be another cold night..my dad said Kuching is also having rainy days...well..keep warm everyone..haf a pleasant evening.. God bless..

Love you mammie and papa..sis...miss u all...take k..

Life is like a Boat - Rie Fu

Nobody knows who i really am
I never felt this empty before
And i ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who i really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if i ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And everytime I see you face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars and soon
I can see the shore

Oh,I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made


And everytime I see you face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

One of the ending song in Bleach...A very nice song...It touches my heart. Enjoy listen to it yea!!~=)

Clean can be funny too..haha..

i was reading through my emails and my attention was caught by one..happy laughing!~

One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. 'Tie me up,' she purred, 'and you can do anything you want.' So he tied her up and went golfing.


A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, 'Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!'
The husband said, 'Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?'

'Doesn't matter,' she said. 'Just get out.'

Fifty-one years ago, Herman James, a North Carolina mountain man, was drafted by the Army. On his first day in basic training, the Army issued him a comb. That afternoon the Army barber sheared off all his hair. On his second day, the Army issued Herman a toothbrush. That afternoon the Army dentist yanked seven of his teeth. On the third day, the Army issued him a jock strap(an equipment for sport players to protect their private part). The Army has been looking for Herman for 51 years.

A wife was making a breakfast of fried eggs for her husband.
Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. 'Careful,' he said, 'CAREFUL! Put in some more butter! Oh my gosh! You're cooking too many at once. TOO MANY! Turn them! TURN THEM NOW! We need more butter. Oh my gosh! WHERE are we going to get MORE BUTTER? They're going to STICK! Careful. CAREFUL! I said be CAREFUL! You NEVER listen to me when you're cooking! Never! Turn them! Hurry up! Are you CRAZY? Have you LOST your mind? Don't forget to salt them. You know you always forget to salt them. Use the! salt. USE THE SALT! THE SALT!'
The wife stared at him. 'What in the world is wrong with you? You think I don't know how to fry a couple of eggs?'

The husband calmly replied, 'I just wanted to show you what it feels like when I'm driving.'

Postponed?!again...

guess wad?my physics test was postponed till next tuesday mrg!well,is not totally bad about it but it sort of spoiled my planning.im going to have my Japanese final paper next thursday and xtra classes for JLPT4 on monday and wednesday..so i was very happy that i would be able to finish my physics revision then concentrate on Nihongo(Japanese)..but now...hhmmppff*

my coursemates and me reached the faculty at 8pm lasnight to be ready for the test at 830pm.however,we waited until 9pm and only saw our lecturer(empty-handed) approaching us..btw,this is not his 1st time to postpone the test!!haha..during test 1,our test was postponed a total of 4 times!! due to clashes with timetables,no rooms and etc..and this time, the person-in charge to unlock the lecture hall for our test didn't carry out his job..well,im not blaming him for the fault,just that i didn't expect that to happen in university level..what to do..=.="

so we went back to hostel..i was tired after doing my revision whole day and under the tension trying to do my best to score well in this test...so i decided to watch a movie..haha..cartoons definitely be my 1st choice.."stuart little 3"..is a nice cartoon movie(no human actors as in "stuart little 1")..after that,i went to bed..Zzzz...

Good Morning!~is a beautiful sunday in UTM..sunday..family day..miss my family~today is "nichi youbi" in nihongo,1st day of the my study week..hehe..well,im going to do my Nihongo revision!~have a lovely day everyone!~

God shines...=)

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I was looking through the posts i wrote...it had been quite sometimes since i last updated my blog...a year!!my last post was about my 20 yrs old birthday i celebrated in UTM..ha..and i just celebrated my 21st birthday back in Kuching...oh...i really should be writing something again(something in my heart urged me to do that)=)

so here i am,after changing my templates setting,altered a bit here and there,finally i am ready for my 1st post after a year of "silence"...haha..actually i didn quit blogging totally, i still continue to write new posts on friendster..however,i wrote it most in Mandarin...the line in my room finally back to "normal"..it was really annoying when the server is down and i cannot access internet...when tat happens,i will have to carry my notebook to my Uni library to online...normally i'll then stayed in the library for several hours until i decided to go back before i miss the last bus back to my hostel...that's life in Uni...=)

i reached UTM on tuesday morning after a 2 weeks break (for Hari raya) well spent in my hometown...before this break, i did went back to Kch for 5 days(postponed- actually was only 3days)to celebrate my GOdfather's 50th birthday..and of course mine to make the occasion more meaningful...it was a great dinner at S'wak club with all my uncles and aunties,my beloved grandpa and grandma,my family and most of all,my friends...it was my 1st time to be at club after the fire last year...the building was finally rebuilt and reestablished,very well decorated and there is this "frame of history" which displayed the fire in 2006...alrite,back to the dinner...my dad picked me from airport(my flight was delayed!) and we reached S'wak Club around 730pm..i was a bit tired as i was rushing to finish my assignments before this trip home..however,i was really happy to be home that moment!!i miss home and everyone so much...in addition,i was not feeling well at times..i guessed i wasnt getting enough rest due to collegue's activities and studies...in short,is GREAT to be home.=)

something happened one week before i went home that trip..i lost my wallet!=( so sad..all my cards(ic,atm card,cc) were gone...it was stolen when i was at JUSCO departmental store in tmn U..it was an unforgettable experience for me..to be in that "foreign" place,to be stuck in that situation...that feeling of helpless is really something life-experiencing..thank God i was calm enough to call my mum to cancel my cards and call my friend to accompany me to make report..Thank you C.K!thanks fer your help that day..haha..i dunnoe who to call but ur name was the one in my contact list that i know you are able to help me...thank God,nothing serious happened to me..i thought..the thief may have targeted me to snatch or do something bad to me,but it was only my wallet that is long gone...so i was thanking God for that...after everything settled that evening,guess what..i rushed back to get dressed in sari because i was the MC for the "Malam Kebudayaan" of my collegue(hostel)..haha...glad it went smooth and wonderful feedbacks from others..thank God again...

since then,i never went to JUSCO so far..haha..Jusco-phobia??i guess not..but that incident made me more caution and in another way,it made me saved more money..haha..as i was lazy to go out,i spent less money...haha..every bad thing that happened gives u something good in return i guessed..hehe..=p

well well.how time flies...i went back to UTM again to haf another 1 and half weeks lectures and back home again!!!haha...that feeling kept me excited for the whole week before going home the 2nd time...and now,here i am, sitting in front of my study desk,writing all these out as im back for my final week lecture and preparation for my finals....

as for today,im doing my final revision for my modern physics test 2 tonite...after that,im going to concentrate on my japanese2 as my final paper for jap2 is next thursday..then..it will be going on and on until my last paper on 21/1/2007 ,fundamental of pedagogy....hehe...however,holiday just dont start there...im taking my JLPT4 (japanese language proficiency test level 4) in UPM,KL on 2/12/2007(kim ching's 21st birthday..haha..) there is still 2 more extra classes fer me on 26 & 27/11/2007 to make myself more prepared for JLPT 4...at that time,i will be speaking japanese,reading japanese,eat and sleep like japanese!!haha..will do my best to score excellent in JLPT 4!

wow..how nice to write out all these!! i will continue to write new post and keep ya all update of me k(as long as the line is ok)...hehe..fer now,take k and for my frens in UTM,study hard fer ur finals and all the best!! my frens in Kuching and everywhere,keep smilling and live ur life to the fullest!!~God bless..

〉〉わたし　わ　はたち　の　たんじょうび〈〈
唷！本小姐今天二十岁咯！！哈哈……今年的生日有点不一样哦...少了家人在身旁唱生日歌(第一次)，少了多年老友在身旁嘻哈陪我吹生日蛋糕，但却少不了还是有一群“猪朋狗友”陪我度过这二十岁的早晨，让我虽然人身在柔佛，但还是会有在古晋熟悉的感觉！！好开心哦！
除了在凌晨十二时不间断地收到许多好友的生日祝贺短训，我也收到好多刚认识不久的好几位朋友的来讯哦！！好幸福哦！令我更喜的是我的马来同学在回乡的路上也不忘祝贺我“生日快乐”……真可爱!
就这样在我自己唱生日歌给自己后,我那班不像人的朋友才唱…..(-.-“)….二十岁咯！许了愿，吹了蜡烛，切了蛋糕，要听话了…..哈哈哈！ 什么跟什么？三部曲做了，当然是又长大一岁了咯！不知不觉，我在工大已经三个多月了，再多两个星期，我即将面临学期大考了，考完，第一学期也就结束了！！ 万岁！嘻……
时间过得好快吧….在这里的生活多姿多彩，也让我有机会认识了许多新朋友，在此，我想对我在工大认识的新朋友说：“很高兴能认识你们哦！！若有什么地方我做得不够好，请多多指教哦！”哈哈…而对我那些“分布”在马来西亚各地的老朋友，大头儿没有忘记你们哦！哈哈哈！我也好想你们哦！！等我回去吧！让我们像以往饮茶，聊天，一同分享生活的点点滴滴！=）
好啦！希望大家每一天都开开心心过日子！朋友们，让我为你们加油哦！
がんばって　ください！！（Ganbatte Kudasai）
おれんじ_OreNji
二零零六年十月十九日

Be Strong


Be strong in love, O heart of mine!!
Live not for elf alone,
But find, in blessing other lives,
Completeness for thine own.

Seek every hungering heart to feed,
Each saddened heart to cheer;
And when stern justice stands aloof,
In pity thou draw near.

Kind loving words and helping hands
Have won more soul to heaven
Than all the dogmas and the creeds
By priest and sages given

Be strong to hope, O heart of mine!!
Look not on life’s dark side;
For just beyond these gloomy hours
Rich, radiant days abide.

Let hope, like summer’s rainbow bright,
Scatter thy falling tears;
And let God’s special promises
Dispel all anxious fears.

To every grief a Lethe comes,
For every toil a rest;
So hope, so love, so patient bear~
God doeth all things best!

I'll stay strong no matter how tough life will be..will take good care of myself here...don't worry mummie...life is wonderful as long as i haf faith and think positively...will ask God for guidance and blessings and hope that i'll do great in everything....take good care of urself in Kuching!! I'll be back soon to hug u again! hehe..love u and miss u 2.....

da

Cha cha cha.... happy happy days~~~
yo!! hehe..wonderful day wonderful nite...hehe...today i had my Science Curriculum test...Chapter 1 & chapter 2...is all about the consep of curriculum & Science & techonology...hehe...was feeling alrite cuz i understand the content of the syllabus....but yet, answering & understanding the questions in test is another thing...hehe...but hopefully i will do well fer it...did tried my best already...haha.... was so relief after the test...tats y was feeling real good & wonderful...hehe...ha dinner with jess, fong & fu sheng...( my buddies here)...i had chicken rice fer dinner...kinda sick of eatng the same food almost every dinner...but wad to do...hehe...life's in uni is like tat..either u eat or u dun..well...health is stil important...hehe...so eat lor!!~

oh ya!! forgot to tell ya all tat i took part in the aerobic competition las nite...haha...had been training fer the las few days every nite 9pm till 11pm....haha...overall not bad but somehow we didn managed to get the top 3...ended up n 6th place i think...(out of 10 colleges)...haha...wel...anyway,the important thing is the proses not the result!!! i got to learn new steps fer aerobic which we created ourselves....haha...mus be hard to imagine ida dancing aerobic issit??? haha...but hey, i had a GREAt time!!! i get to noe a lot of new gals...they are all really nice...we even had our own uniform fer aerobic!! haha..i love the shirt...hehe....now since the competition is over, i start to miss the aerobic session evrynite...hehe..cuz u get to exercise & sweat...tat is realy good fer us...

and gues wad i did ?? haha... i got to learned CHa Cha & Waltz!!! wow...i really enjoyed myself!!! i love to learn the steps...& eventually...hiak hiak hiak....i got the potential...haha...sorry hor...but i really do!!! haha...was enjoying myslelf...my senior taught us the steps...it's actually a practise fer the mandarin class camp tis week end...haha..but i joined the practise jes to learn the steps...haha...& now..yeah!!! i noe how to dance the cha cha & waltz...at least fer a song or two...wow....really enjoy lar...haha....

another happy thing happened to me is that...i went fer the interview to becum a mandarin class tutor...haha...guess wad??!! i got it!! now im an official mandarin tutor fer the mandarin class in UTM!!! haha...the mandarin class is set up by a group of seniors...hehe...students from other races, such as malays & indians will register themselves fer the mandarin class...tats really nice isnt it??? i was really in to it so i gave it a try...hehe..so i ll be starting class next week, every tuesday nite...2 hours of mandarin tuition..haha...ill be teaching "han yu pin Ying"...we will also teach the students to write chinese caligraphy, play chinese chess & lots more....but that will be later on....hehe...hope everything turn out smooth tat day...i ll be teaching with another 2 tutors..so thr will be 3 tutors in a class...my section is HYB02 (B)...hehe...wish me luck ya!!!

well..tats another week passing by...wow, time flies here...weeks by weeks jes passed like tat...kinda scary wh..hehe...mayb is becuz our time are really packed and we are fully occupied wif our homework, assignmnts and tests~ yo...really need space & time to breath lar...m looking forward to go bac home soon...hehe..miss my mum, my dad, my 2 cute sis!!! my grandma, my grandpa, my mammii,daddii & ah Gal!!! haha...& also my pillow, the food......everything about home....Kuching,SArAwaK....everything...haha...never forget my dear oso!!! blek! hehe..no worries,will be bac soon!! yeah!! feel happy jes thinking of tat...hehe...wel, tats all...tmr is friday...class starts at 10am but 8am ard need to go library to search fer articles...hehe..gotta rest!! muacks!!! stay happy & think positif!! life is great when u feel great!!! yeah!!

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up the hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

REST, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many of failure turns about

When he ight have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give u though the pace seems slow....

You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out...

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit~

It's when things seem worst that YOU MUST NOT QUIT!!

Yeah!!! tat shud be the way!! i hope that this poem will inspire you all in evrything u faced in life!! just remember, don't quit and stick to the fight!!! you will never noe how close u are to success!!~ all the best, my dear frens!!

-ida-

assignments & tests & walking...never ending…

it had been a busy week fer me...busy wif assignments and test!! Organic chemistry (SSC1603), though NOT difficult but still haf to study cuz wanted to my best fer it...hehe...slept realy "early" fer da past 4 days...only mus pass 2am den i can settle all my things and get my sleep...haiz...awful isnt it...but wad to do...luckily was ok fer me to sleep 5 hours a day...hehe...but on wedsday, i had fever!!!was busy the whole day searching sources fer my assignment (TITAS)...was in the library looking fer artcles in jounal....gosh, im like a law student ard...haha...reading piles of "Malaysian Law & comparative Law"!!! wad to do...i need it so much...reached home late....very very tired...i tin tats y i got the fever...too heaty...ate 2 panadols and sept at 1130 pm smth...i think tat was the earliest day i slept since i came here....haha....

had my organic test yesterday at 0900...but guess wad, is saturday n thr's usually no bus, so we had to walk all the way from or college to the hall t sit fer our test.. normally is ok fer me to walk to the faculty...it takes 20-25 minutes...but we ar required to wear formal as we goin to attend a motivational talk later after our test which means i haf to wear my heels...wahaha...ended up wif blister...wad to do...hehe... test was ok fer me...4got sum part of it...haha...wow...the hall is very big & thr are also students from other faculty taking the test...gives me the feeling like siting fer SPM or STPM...haha...another thing bout the hall is ...very dirty lar!!! aiyo..the chair and the table is so dirty that wen i jes touched it wif my hands, my hand turned black!! didn bring any tissue...so really bo pien..oso sit down n had the test.... after test..walk bac again...tis mrg was down hill so not so bad...now?? up up the way we go!! haha...exercise lor...attended the talk..was given by one of the lecturer in our faculty who teaches Philosophy of education...was talking all bout how we shud balance ourselves not only to excel in studies but oso curriculum and haf a good social life...not bad fer me cuz i did learned smth from him...den we got the chance to rest~ finally!! laid on my bed fer a while...was tired but cant sleep...haha...so i wake up n tidy my room lor...my roomate's parents came...got to noe her parents and her sister...her sister was really nice..she's from USM...graduated ard...hehe...

at nite, i went to watch tis dance performance organized by the "flying dance studio" of my Uni,it was in JOTIC, jb......very nice..but the dance are not mdern dance like wad we usually see...they are more mixture dancing n the main puposes is to reveal the social problems of teenagers of today's society...like the dance themes are : "Pa"( about the conflict between father & daughter), "membrane" (the faces behind the masks of ppl), "Enough" ( enuf of listening, enuf of being wrong all the time ), "Women's heart", "Different"( different ppl, different story) and "canned food meal".....

the theme fer the night is "PourQuo" which means "why" in French...it is written tat is, is a comtempory world we are living in today. when material sufficiency and physical comfort become essential in our life, ppl tends to live their life occupying themselves with tasks and entertainment. the spiritual part has been abandoned. tats y we begin to overlook reasons to care, to be concerned, to be conscious of everything else. we have forgotten to ask...tats y this theme "pourquo" is chosen....i think the theme is really nice...& i enjoyed the dance..all the dancers really put in efforts in performing...i admire tat....

went bac aron 11pm...gues wad again?! i had to walk bac again to my college from the Uni's front gate...haha.....tats y I say….assignments, test & walking….never ending… =)