~!dA.アイダ~S.m.i.l.e with me & B.e.l.i.e.v.e: April 2010

Saturday, April 03, 2010

A new Beginning~Happy Easter everyone!

cant believe is Easter again~ n i cant believe how long had i "abandoned" my blog and left it to dim...=p my bad~

now, here i am, typing my words into my blog again. Maybe is the right time, is Easter, a new beginning.

Praise the Lord for He is risen! Praise the Lord!

I attended Good Friday mass yesterday. still not in time to be home to attend mass with mum and sis this year. Peace be with you, mum and let love fill our hearts too. It's been a hard year. Yes, one year it is. Glad we still can find beautiful things to talk about and laugh over silly funny stuffs. Thank you dear God~

Finally, i had presented my final year project on Monday. With God's will and grace, i managed to present it with confidence and everything was wonderful. As i rest my head before a meaningful day ended, my heart was filled with gratitude yet a breeze of emptiness swept me. I want to get rid of it. I want to let him know i have achieved something today. Call me your child, I always have been. Only that you might forgot the joy of having three. I want to let him know. Maybe one day he will know.

Now back to study week, but trust me, this is the first study week that i feel so not "study week" and the last time to feel. haha. is my final semester for my four years study. I am going to complete this journey in a matter of three weeks, with the four final papers. Thank god. I've reached here. Im grateful. I felt like i ve been running...running... to take up speed, wanting to spread my wings and wanting to fly... towards the blue sky. I guess now i can say that, my wings are spreading...only waiting to take off anytime. Is coming to an end, my university life, a life i never expected but too much to appreciate. But for every new beginnings to come, an end must meet. There's a new start for me. At least that one can bring me one step closer to my dreams...being a teacher.

Whether a school teacher or not, there's no doubt my dream to become a teacher will come true. I have been blessed with an offer to be a Japanese Language teacher...yes, is a blessing. even though is still in the progress for my application to be approved (have to get my first degree first), i will keep my fingers crossed. my heart too. Mummy, just a few more weeks. I'll be back to you. A daughter of yours, whom you love and never leave alone, with love that you given, i'll love u twice more than that. with all the support you gave, is time for you to lay back and let me be the pillar for your heart.

i'll stay strong as i ever will be. Nothing will be forever the same. little girl grows up and teary eyes open up. dark clouds will disappear and the sun will shine its warm ray and penetrate heart of stone. we will be alrite. Just like God promise, he never waste a hurt. He is always there.=)

Easter is here. so as grandpa and grandma's wedding anniversary. how things change in just four years. no one knows better. but im glad four years had passed and im glad i've see things go on until where i standing now...

Easter is a blessing. be blessed.I know i always have been.

Thank you God. I'll do my best in my final papers^^always will!

☆～私の心の話～☆

快乐=简单，简单=快乐。做人简简单单，为善最乐。爱也要简简单单，知足常乐。何乐而不为呢？
June7, 2009

What ever life brings you, take it, hold it and treasure it. You will never know what is coming for you. Whatever love shows you, bear it, share it and cherish it. You will never know what is like until you live and sometimes get hurt by it. Smile with your heart.
June 20, 2009

The world has too many eyes, but not many hearts. Eyes can be deceitful, but not your heart. Remember is the inner beauty that is what worth you going for. You are who you are, special & precious in your own gentle way smile with your heart. Only those who understand will see it.
July 17, 2009

Simple moments are worth remembering for a lifetime; simple happiness are worth sharing with friends & loved ones at anytime. Lie's too short to be waster on complications. When things turn out the way you didn expect them to be, smile because they happened. What is hurting you, not killing you, makes u stronger each day & always take in charge of your own happiness.
Aug 8, 2009

Remembering the moments when smiles are understood, tears were wiped & heart was touched. As time passes, only i realised that to have people who treat you nice and take care of you is not difficult. But to be bleesed with people who understand your good and wants you to take good care of yourself is like...ONE in a million. so smile not only on your face but with the fullness of your heart, may happiness be yours too~be blessed!
Sept 11, 2009

As we grow up, we learned that many times, decisions we made change our life. Once choices are made, set your mind & go ahead. Don't regret on things that you already done or didn do in the past because somewhere along the way you must have done something right for you ended up with a thankful smile for the things you have now. Look up when you are feeling down, go forward when you are hold back, nothing beats a good fight! It's your life, who will take care of it if you don't~
Sept 25, 2009

I left my footprints on the beach, but i cant make them stay forever, wave will take them away. I left my worries to the wind, but i cant make them away forever, wind will bring them back. But when i left a smile in your heart, i wish it can stay there forever because that's where it is understood & appreciated. Leave me with a touch of peach & love, my heart will find its way back to you, always will...
Oct 9, 2009

If it's your hands that let go, then let them be the one to hold back;if it's your heart that says no, then let it be the one to say yes again. We all have too much to bear, too much to carry, but it is ours to face. Life itself has so many stories to tell, maybe all it wants us to do is listen. Let the wind come if you cant stop it. Let the tears roll if you cant hold it & always let your love & smiles be shared if you cant be there for you love ones.
Nov 7, 2009

Of all the words that you received, how many of them you remembered? of all the dreams that you had, how many of them you hold on to? of all the people that you loved and loved you, how many of them you really open your heart and share your life with? like the wind, some things in life are unpredictable. But like the sun, you can always choose to shine and warm one's heart. At least I'll remember to keep mine warm.
Jan 9, 2010

To look is one thing. To see wad you look is another. To understand what you see is the third. To learn from what you understand is something else. But to act on what you learned is everything. I wont stop looking, I'll keep seeing, I'll try to understand, I'll learn as much as I can and I'll take the actions!
Mar 21, 2010

Sometimes we don't haf to change people because we understand that the world changes, people change faster. Just because we argue, it doesn't mean we don't love each other & just because there's tears in our eyes, it doesn't mean we don't feel happy. True friendshop keeps growing even distance came between. Same goes for true love, it's worth waiting.
Apr 14, 2010

When something is coming to its end, it always make us think of the beginning of everything. It works the same for feelings & relationships. How it comes & how it goes, always unexpected. Does an ending bring a new beginning? It always does. Forget what makes you feel sad & cry, only keep what makes you smile & laugh. Some people might just see the magic in your eyes but im sure the special ones see them with their hearts.
Sept 5, 2010