Thursday, April 30, 2009

Angels from Heaven
One moment in life
Two person met each other
Beautiful sunshine, lovely rainbow
Love came in
Three precious smiles
endless sweetness
Three little hearts
endless love
hands to hold
shoulders to share
hugs to give
& love to spread
we are meant to be together
before we are even born
God has tie our bonds
He sees it all
He knows we are the best for each other
through the years of growing up
we are together
we walked pebbles road in the park with our little feet
we hold our little hands tightly as we walk in the crowd
we fight over who gets to have the swing first
then we laugh when one of us break a joke
we cry when we said hurtful things
then we hug and say the most powerful words,
"I'm sorry & I love u"
one year passed
three years gone
five years of dolls
seven years of pillow fights
10 years of birthday parties
18 years of love
22 years of sisterhood
we have come so far
from baby pink
to Orange
& Red
we started to have our own choice of colours
from doll-styled hair
to long
& dyes
we started to shine our own way
we used to talk about playgrounds & ice-creams
we always wear the same "pattern" of dresses
we cuddled in bed & giggle about dreams
we always fell asleep without brushing our teeth
as years goes by
topics changed
we started to meet people
we had crushes
we had friends
we had best friends
we had stories
& we had a different life
but i know we never gone far apart
before we realised it
one of us is getting married
a beautiful bride-to-be
smiles so lovely
touch so gentle
& a heart fullfilled with courage for love
tears of joy rolled down my cheeks
when the love of yours kneeled down
& asked for your hands
to walk with him in the journey of life
i never knew i will have that feelings
so real & touching
my little sister
who i get so angry when u peeped my diary
who i lose my temper when u took my favourite pillow
but in the end
we always have reasons to forgive each other
my youngest sister
a favourite among children
a favourite among elders
we love you
& we want the best for you
eldest child always have the first step
the younger ones follow behind
thats why is so important that the eldest walk the right path
lead the right way
have the right attitude
& shower ample love for your little ones
is hard and painful when we fall
we may slipped and fall
we may missed a step and fall again
but we never stop there
we get up, pat ourselves, dry our tears
& we get over it
cuz we know there's always a hand to hold us from falling
wind to carry us
& love to keep us alive
my sisters
become my best friends
my sisters
become my best parters in life
& my sisters
become the most beautiful reason for me to smile
the world outside is full of challenges
but i know there will always be a place we can run to
to shelter us from any harm
and provide the comfort and support we long for
the world is always changing
but i know there's one thing that will never change
that is our love for each other
the support and prayers we have for each other
nothing stands between our hearts
cuz our hearts are ONE
three angels
three beautiful gifts from GOD
when things go wrong
& emptiness fill our hearts
when we are sad or down
& when disappointment fill our hearts
always look up and remember to smile
cuz only the smiles that struggle through tears
will be the most beautiful
my love for both of you grow more with each passing day
the thought of both of your gorgeous face fill my heart
& our brown eyes will fill people's souls with happiness
because i know
we are children of God
angels from heaven
only a heartless person will shut his door at us
missing all the love we give
the joy we bring
& the beautiful smiles we share
heartaches are real
disappointments are true
being strong is an option
not a must
but deep in our hearts
we all know that
things will turn out to be just alright
he became the only reason for us to be sad
but we realised
there are a thousand more reasons for us to be happy
so be it
rainbow, sunshines & butterflies
we will have them all in the end of the road
at the meanwhile
we are sharing baskets of strength, love, happiness & joy
all from the love of God
too bad he choose another path
is his choice
so be it
young & loving
fun & charming
hugs & kisses
smiles & tears
that what make us who we are today
& i thanked God that he make us understand better
that we are worth more than that
one day
maybe just one day
u will see there's an empty spot in our hearts
but when u look in deep
u will see the empty spot in our hearts actually is filled up
with God's love & blessing for us
i love you my dear sisters
keep shinning and keep loving
no matter what life will bring us
you know da che will be here for you both
thats not a promise
thats the fact
& the bonds we shared
will held our hearts close to each other
no matter how far we are apart

both of u are
my ANGELS from heaven

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Butterfly kisses - Bob Charlisle
"There's two things i know for sure
she was sent here from heaven
and she's daddy's little girl
as i drop my knees by her bed at night
she talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
and i thanked God for all of the joy in my life
oh but most of all

for butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
walk beside the pony daddy it's my first ride
i know the cake looks funny daddy but i sure tried

oh with all that I've done wrong
i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning
and butterfly kisses at night

sweet 16 today
she's looking like her mama little more everyday
to perfume and make up from ribbons and curls
trying her wings out in a great big world
but i remember

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
you know how much i LOVE you daddy
but if u don't mind
I'm gonna kiss you on the cheek this time

oh with all that I've done wrong
i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning
and butterfly kisses at night

all the precious time
like the wind the years go by
precious butterfly
spread your wings and fly

she'll change her name today
she'll make a promise and i'll give her away
standing in the bride room just staring at her
she asked me what I'm thinking
and i said i'm not sure
i just feel like I'm loosing my baby girl
and she leaned over

gave me butterfly kises with her mama there
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
walk me down the isle daddy
it's just about time
does my wedding gown look pretty daddy
daddy dont cry

Oh with all that i've done wrong
i must have done something right
to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses

i couldnt ask God for more than this is wad love is
i know i've got to let her go but i'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses"
a beautiful song for a lovely morning
a song just so right for that daddy's little girl whom i knew a long time ago

an ordinary day, a different Sunday
something hopped in my mind
is a feeling that i cannot explain
a feeling that had been haunting me for quite sometime lately

why now & why you?
what then & how?

i've always been there to witness all
such strong bonds we had
something so special
'cuz God in heaven know us so well
that He choose to put us together as one
but somehow, a decision was made

everything will not be the same anymore
though i understand
nothing in this world will stay the same forever
things will change, people will change
but, u were the last person i expected to put me in this situation

the time spent
the jokes shared
the laughs we had
the love we showed
the memories of growing up
everything shall be kept to our hearts now

maybe many years from now
when you looked back
if u remember
you will see smiles that are so familiar to u
are no longer yours
you will see the shines in our eyes
but they wont be shining for you

you made your decision
is time for us to make ours

instead of waiting or longing or hoping
for you to give us the reason to be happy
we create our own way to be happy
something as simple as a smile will be enough to start our way

life is a journey
every turn we decide can lead us to the unexpected
people we meet, words we receive
but we must believe
at the very end of the road
there will always be rainbow to light up our hearts
keep holding on
still holding on
i know everything will turn out just fine

every hugs
every smiles
every kisses
i'll save them all
for the ones i love & care
because nothing in this world mean more than them to me
they deserve more than i can give
i dream & someday my dreams will come true
i love & someday my love will return
i smile & someday someone who understand my smiles will find me
so much to lose and very little to choose
choose wisely & choose with your heart
so you will never lose what u have chosen
i couldnt ask God for more
'cuz He had given me so much
im no more a little girl
i know what i have to choose
u know i love you
& u know i will shine
but u have no idea what u are missing

..::26th April 2009::..
+a birthday+
+an ordinary day+
+a different Sunday+

Thursday, April 23, 2009

That's the way it is
Celine Dion
I can read your mind
And i know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you
Don't surrender
'cause you can win
In this thing called love
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
When you question me
for a simple answer
I don't know what to say
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way
So don't surrender
'cause you can win
In this thing called love
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
That's the way it is
When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'cause love's gonna conquer it all
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

A very meaningful song. the words speak for itself & it's true, there's no easy way out in everything.i must hold on.

Set my mind, set my heart to face anything that's coming my way.'cause no matter what the situation is, i know, God is there, you are there and i will get through it!!!

2 more weeks, 4 more papers and im heading HOME, a place so familiar yet so far to reach. There's so many questions in my head now and i don't have the answers to all.

all i have to do now is focus and be clear what i want and what i have to do.must stay true to myself.

stay blessed everyone~

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Morning thoughts...

One day
u might wake up to find that things are different from yesterday
u find that people u know for so long have changed
u find that time has taken many things from u
& at that very moment u know
life isnt going to be the same anymore

never take for granted every person who happens to be in ur life
people who fall in love with u
people who are close to ur heart
people who hate u
people who hurt u
or people who let u down and hit u hard
thank them for stepping into ur life and
when u think back
once in ur life, u met someone who did something to u
and make u who u are today

Don't compare your life to others'.
You have totally no idea what their journey is all about.
What other people think of you is none of your business.

Focus on what u have now and what u want in the future.
Life is too short to be wasted on hating anyone or even hating urself.
If u don't love yourself, how on earth will u learn to love others?

Issues of the past should be forgotten.
What has happened already happened.
No use crying over spilled milk.
Get up~Get real~and get over it
Make peace with ur past so it won't spoil ur present.

Everytime there's an argument
Face it and take it
but keep in mind that,
you don't have to win every argument.
Agree to disagree.
Just smile and laugh more
'cuz no matter how bad a situation is, it will change

Same as no matter how good a situation is, it will still change
but it will be different if we learn to appreciate and treasure
all that has happened to us.
God never waste a hurt
What is hurting u, not killing u,
makes u stronger each day

Do not have negative thoughts over things that u cannot control
Instead, save and invest ur energy for a better, positive present moment.
Everyone has limits
Don't overdo, always keeps ur limit.

At times, u sure will feel down
u feel blue & u feel life isnt always fair
things that belong to u may just be gone
but remember, nothing belongs to u
everyone is a passer-by in life
they can walk in and they can step out
the only difference is the footprints and memories that was left behind
cherish every moment
the best is yet to come

I don't regret the things that i have done
n the things i didnt do
'cuz i know somewhere along the road
i must have done something right
for i ended up smiling
& thanking God for things that have happened to me

Sometimes, doing the right thing can be so difficult
everyone has their own way of thinking & seeing things
u cannot satisfied everyone
u don't have to

Don't waste your precious time and energy trying to do so
Life's too short

Get rid of anything that isnt useful, beautiful or joyful
Live ur life to the fullest with peace & love
thats the key to happiness
Have faith in God and lay ur worries & problems to Him
thats the key to solution
Give ur time and care to people around u
especially people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
laugh with them
smile with them
care for them
thats the key to appreciate life

Be a person full of love and life
stay simple and be happy
When things go wrong and nothing seems to be right
cross ur fingers and pray to God
& tell urself "I'll get through it"
God heals everything

When u wake up in the morning
thank God for it
morning doesnt mean that u have to get up and work again
It is a way God's saying that
He loves us so much
He wants us to live another beautiful day

No one is incharge of my happiness except ME
i'll keep smiling and hold on
there's always be sunshine & rainbow after rain
i just have to enjoy the rain & get wet sometimes
'cuz i know
thats the life and im glad im still taking the journey

3 more days to FINALs!!!
i'll do my best!~

To all my friends preparing for final exams,
all the best & may God bless you~
Drink plenty of water, eat better and love urself
take great care & smile always

Have HOPE, have FAITH & have LOVE


Sunday, April 12, 2009

Smile when in leisure
Smile when in pain
Smile when troubles pour like rain
Smile when someone hurt you feelings
'cuz you know, smiling always starts the healing!!!

i always love to smile 'cuz is just a natural thing to does not cost anything but u gain much from it. i remember this from somewhere:

people will forget what u did
people will forget what u said
but, people will never forget how u make them feel

feelings are such funny things that sometimes u have no idea what are they all about. lately i have many mix feelings, some with joy some with tears but no matter what my feelings are, i know life goes on and is my choice how i want to live with it...& so i thought, smile!~

smile and laugh more
smile and love more
smile and dream more...

A smile is a language that even baby can understand. so how come some people still dun get it?smile is contagious.when someone smiles at you, please smile back. 'cuz u never know, ur smile might just brighten up somebody's day!!! smile always~=)
Happy Easter~God has risen!!god bless everyone.
take care

Monday, April 06, 2009

My life My rules

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
& never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected it to be
But as long as we are here,
we should smile & be grateful.

God never waste a hurt
even though the feelings are really heart-aching
i know God wants me to be strong & keep moving on.

God has a reason for allowing things to happen,
we may not understand His wisdom
but we simply have to trust His will

God bless us all the way.