〉〉わたし　わ　はたち　の　たんじょうび〈〈
唷！本小姐今天二十岁咯！！哈哈……今年的生日有点不一样哦...少了家人在身旁唱生日歌(第一次)，少了多年老友在身旁嘻哈陪我吹生日蛋糕，但却少不了还是有一群“猪朋狗友”陪我度过这二十岁的早晨，让我虽然人身在柔佛，但还是会有在古晋熟悉的感觉！！好开心哦！
除了在凌晨十二时不间断地收到许多好友的生日祝贺短训，我也收到好多刚认识不久的好几位朋友的来讯哦！！好幸福哦！令我更喜的是我的马来同学在回乡的路上也不忘祝贺我“生日快乐”……真可爱!
就这样在我自己唱生日歌给自己后,我那班不像人的朋友才唱…..(-.-“)….二十岁咯！许了愿，吹了蜡烛，切了蛋糕，要听话了…..哈哈哈！ 什么跟什么？三部曲做了，当然是又长大一岁了咯！不知不觉，我在工大已经三个多月了，再多两个星期，我即将面临学期大考了，考完，第一学期也就结束了！！ 万岁！嘻……
时间过得好快吧….在这里的生活多姿多彩，也让我有机会认识了许多新朋友，在此，我想对我在工大认识的新朋友说：“很高兴能认识你们哦！！若有什么地方我做得不够好，请多多指教哦！”哈哈…而对我那些“分布”在马来西亚各地的老朋友，大头儿没有忘记你们哦！哈哈哈！我也好想你们哦！！等我回去吧！让我们像以往饮茶，聊天，一同分享生活的点点滴滴！=）
好啦！希望大家每一天都开开心心过日子！朋友们，让我为你们加油哦！
がんばって　ください！！（Ganbatte Kudasai）
おれんじ_OreNji
二零零六年十月十九日

Be Strong


Be strong in love, O heart of mine!!
Live not for elf alone,
But find, in blessing other lives,
Completeness for thine own.

Seek every hungering heart to feed,
Each saddened heart to cheer;
And when stern justice stands aloof,
In pity thou draw near.

Kind loving words and helping hands
Have won more soul to heaven
Than all the dogmas and the creeds
By priest and sages given

Be strong to hope, O heart of mine!!
Look not on life’s dark side;
For just beyond these gloomy hours
Rich, radiant days abide.

Let hope, like summer’s rainbow bright,
Scatter thy falling tears;
And let God’s special promises
Dispel all anxious fears.

To every grief a Lethe comes,
For every toil a rest;
So hope, so love, so patient bear~
God doeth all things best!

I'll stay strong no matter how tough life will be..will take good care of myself here...don't worry mummie...life is wonderful as long as i haf faith and think positively...will ask God for guidance and blessings and hope that i'll do great in everything....take good care of urself in Kuching!! I'll be back soon to hug u again! hehe..love u and miss u 2.....

da

Cha cha cha.... happy happy days~~~
yo!! hehe..wonderful day wonderful nite...hehe...today i had my Science Curriculum test...Chapter 1 & chapter 2...is all about the consep of curriculum & Science & techonology...hehe...was feeling alrite cuz i understand the content of the syllabus....but yet, answering & understanding the questions in test is another thing...hehe...but hopefully i will do well fer it...did tried my best already...haha.... was so relief after the test...tats y was feeling real good & wonderful...hehe...ha dinner with jess, fong & fu sheng...( my buddies here)...i had chicken rice fer dinner...kinda sick of eatng the same food almost every dinner...but wad to do...hehe...life's in uni is like tat..either u eat or u dun..well...health is stil important...hehe...so eat lor!!~

oh ya!! forgot to tell ya all tat i took part in the aerobic competition las nite...haha...had been training fer the las few days every nite 9pm till 11pm....haha...overall not bad but somehow we didn managed to get the top 3...ended up n 6th place i think...(out of 10 colleges)...haha...wel...anyway,the important thing is the proses not the result!!! i got to learn new steps fer aerobic which we created ourselves....haha...mus be hard to imagine ida dancing aerobic issit??? haha...but hey, i had a GREAt time!!! i get to noe a lot of new gals...they are all really nice...we even had our own uniform fer aerobic!! haha..i love the shirt...hehe....now since the competition is over, i start to miss the aerobic session evrynite...hehe..cuz u get to exercise & sweat...tat is realy good fer us...

and gues wad i did ?? haha... i got to learned CHa Cha & Waltz!!! wow...i really enjoyed myself!!! i love to learn the steps...& eventually...hiak hiak hiak....i got the potential...haha...sorry hor...but i really do!!! haha...was enjoying myslelf...my senior taught us the steps...it's actually a practise fer the mandarin class camp tis week end...haha..but i joined the practise jes to learn the steps...haha...& now..yeah!!! i noe how to dance the cha cha & waltz...at least fer a song or two...wow....really enjoy lar...haha....

another happy thing happened to me is that...i went fer the interview to becum a mandarin class tutor...haha...guess wad??!! i got it!! now im an official mandarin tutor fer the mandarin class in UTM!!! haha...the mandarin class is set up by a group of seniors...hehe...students from other races, such as malays & indians will register themselves fer the mandarin class...tats really nice isnt it??? i was really in to it so i gave it a try...hehe..so i ll be starting class next week, every tuesday nite...2 hours of mandarin tuition..haha...ill be teaching "han yu pin Ying"...we will also teach the students to write chinese caligraphy, play chinese chess & lots more....but that will be later on....hehe...hope everything turn out smooth tat day...i ll be teaching with another 2 tutors..so thr will be 3 tutors in a class...my section is HYB02 (B)...hehe...wish me luck ya!!!

well..tats another week passing by...wow, time flies here...weeks by weeks jes passed like tat...kinda scary wh..hehe...mayb is becuz our time are really packed and we are fully occupied wif our homework, assignmnts and tests~ yo...really need space & time to breath lar...m looking forward to go bac home soon...hehe..miss my mum, my dad, my 2 cute sis!!! my grandma, my grandpa, my mammii,daddii & ah Gal!!! haha...& also my pillow, the food......everything about home....Kuching,SArAwaK....everything...haha...never forget my dear oso!!! blek! hehe..no worries,will be bac soon!! yeah!! feel happy jes thinking of tat...hehe...wel, tats all...tmr is friday...class starts at 10am but 8am ard need to go library to search fer articles...hehe..gotta rest!! muacks!!! stay happy & think positif!! life is great when u feel great!!! yeah!!

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up the hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

REST, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many of failure turns about

When he ight have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give u though the pace seems slow....

You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out...

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit~

It's when things seem worst that YOU MUST NOT QUIT!!

Yeah!!! tat shud be the way!! i hope that this poem will inspire you all in evrything u faced in life!! just remember, don't quit and stick to the fight!!! you will never noe how close u are to success!!~ all the best, my dear frens!!

-ida-

assignments & tests & walking...never ending…

it had been a busy week fer me...busy wif assignments and test!! Organic chemistry (SSC1603), though NOT difficult but still haf to study cuz wanted to my best fer it...hehe...slept realy "early" fer da past 4 days...only mus pass 2am den i can settle all my things and get my sleep...haiz...awful isnt it...but wad to do...luckily was ok fer me to sleep 5 hours a day...hehe...but on wedsday, i had fever!!!was busy the whole day searching sources fer my assignment (TITAS)...was in the library looking fer artcles in jounal....gosh, im like a law student ard...haha...reading piles of "Malaysian Law & comparative Law"!!! wad to do...i need it so much...reached home late....very very tired...i tin tats y i got the fever...too heaty...ate 2 panadols and sept at 1130 pm smth...i think tat was the earliest day i slept since i came here....haha....

had my organic test yesterday at 0900...but guess wad, is saturday n thr's usually no bus, so we had to walk all the way from or college to the hall t sit fer our test.. normally is ok fer me to walk to the faculty...it takes 20-25 minutes...but we ar required to wear formal as we goin to attend a motivational talk later after our test which means i haf to wear my heels...wahaha...ended up wif blister...wad to do...hehe... test was ok fer me...4got sum part of it...haha...wow...the hall is very big & thr are also students from other faculty taking the test...gives me the feeling like siting fer SPM or STPM...haha...another thing bout the hall is ...very dirty lar!!! aiyo..the chair and the table is so dirty that wen i jes touched it wif my hands, my hand turned black!! didn bring any tissue...so really bo pien..oso sit down n had the test.... after test..walk bac again...tis mrg was down hill so not so bad...now?? up up the way we go!! haha...exercise lor...attended the talk..was given by one of the lecturer in our faculty who teaches Philosophy of education...was talking all bout how we shud balance ourselves not only to excel in studies but oso curriculum and haf a good social life...not bad fer me cuz i did learned smth from him...den we got the chance to rest~ finally!! laid on my bed fer a while...was tired but cant sleep...haha...so i wake up n tidy my room lor...my roomate's parents came...got to noe her parents and her sister...her sister was really nice..she's from USM...graduated ard...hehe...

at nite, i went to watch tis dance performance organized by the "flying dance studio" of my Uni,it was in JOTIC, jb......very nice..but the dance are not mdern dance like wad we usually see...they are more mixture dancing n the main puposes is to reveal the social problems of teenagers of today's society...like the dance themes are : "Pa"( about the conflict between father & daughter), "membrane" (the faces behind the masks of ppl), "Enough" ( enuf of listening, enuf of being wrong all the time ), "Women's heart", "Different"( different ppl, different story) and "canned food meal".....

the theme fer the night is "PourQuo" which means "why" in French...it is written tat is, is a comtempory world we are living in today. when material sufficiency and physical comfort become essential in our life, ppl tends to live their life occupying themselves with tasks and entertainment. the spiritual part has been abandoned. tats y we begin to overlook reasons to care, to be concerned, to be conscious of everything else. we have forgotten to ask...tats y this theme "pourquo" is chosen....i think the theme is really nice...& i enjoyed the dance..all the dancers really put in efforts in performing...i admire tat....

went bac aron 11pm...gues wad again?! i had to walk bac again to my college from the Uni's front gate...haha.....tats y I say….assignments, test & walking….never ending… =)

My Teaching Philosophy

by IDA TAN MEI-ERH AP060055 - Friday, 14 July 2006, 06:26 PM
In my opinion, teaching is a challeging job. My MUET teacher once told me this..." Do you know that, my parents used to say, if u dun study hard u will end up being a teacher!" is a funny statement but is true that there are people who think like that. I never thought teaching is easy or relax...eventhough some teachers maybe repeating the same syllabus every year but the most important thing is the way they teach the students & in a way or another, educate the students not only "physically" which preapre them for exams in school but also mentally where they help the students in their character building..

Teachers are important people in my life because their words & their actions give impacts on me..I strongly believe that if i am to become a successful teacher, i must understand my responsibilities as a teacher & love my job with no doubts..that's my philosophy of teaching...teaching is a forever-learning job...we doesn't stop when we got our degree or master, we still learn when we are experienced teachers for many many years...& that's why i say teaching is a challeging job..

Last but not least, i do hope that i can fulfil my philosophy of teaching where i never stop learning & try my best in everything i do to be a good teacher...

-Ida-

Philosophy & me...

hehe...here is a forum post which i wrote on my uni elearning fer the subject Philosophy of Education...do drop some comments if u haf any ya...feel free to tell me in ur point of views wad does da word "philosophy" means to u...hehe....enjoy reading!!!~


by IDA TAN MEI-ERH AP060055 - Friday, 14 July 2006, 05:54 PM
Before this, I always believe that the term "Philosophy" is a way of thinking which shape the mind of people from different fields & also a guideline for people to follow...For example, there are Philosophy of Education, which will be mainly followed by educators like teachers, Philosophy of Mathematics, Chinese Philosophy & so on so forth....

But only in today's Mr. Hamdan lesson, then i realised that Philosophy is not only just a "guideline"...is a field of study & also a passion towards something which it includes various kind of areas & thus leading to the formation of knowledge or wisdom & resulting in the action of people...

In addition, i would like to share something which i learned from the lesson today, which is, to be a teacher, we as future teachers-to-be should not only just teach...we should try our best to understand the philosophy of education where we will understand the purpose of teaching, enjoy the process of teaching, love our job of teaching & also try our best to be a good teacher where we put in efforts to understand the need of students...

In conclusion, philosophy is something new & interesting to me...& i look forward to understand more about the philosophy of education. I do sincerely hope that with these new knowledge, it can help me in my way of thinking & broaden my perspective of life. Last but not least, i also hope that through the learning of philosophy, i can understand myself better & do the best i can to fulfil my dream as a good & caring teacher in the future...

-Ida-

Teach My Grandson Teacher - Gently, If You Can

My grandson starts school today. It's going to be strange and new to him for a while, and I wish you would sort of treat him gently.
You see, up to now, he's been king of the roost -- he's been boss of the backyard. His mom, dad, and Grandma have always been around to repair his wounds, and soothe his feelings.
But now things are going to be different! This morning he's going to walk down the front steps, wave his hand, and start out on a great adventure... it's an adventure that might take him across the continent... it's an adventure that might include wars and strategy and sorrow.
To live his live in this world, will require faith and love and courage. So teacher, I pray you will take him by his young hand and teach him the things he will have to know.
Teach my grandson teacher -- but gently, if you can. He will have to learn, I know, that all men are not just, that all men are not true.
But teach him also, that for every scoundrel, there is a hero... that for every crooked politician, there is a dedicated leader. Teach him that for every enemy, there is a friend.
It will take time teacher, I know, but teach my grandson, if you can, that a nickel earned is far more value than a dollar found... teach him to learn to lose... and to enjoy winning.
Steer him away from envy, if you can, and teach him the secret of quiet laughter.
Let my grandson learn early that the bullies are the easiest people to lick... teach him, if you can, the wonder of books... but also give him quiet time to ponder the eternal mystery of birds in the sky, bees in the sun, and flowers on a green hill.
In school, teacher, teach him it is far more honorable to fail than to cheat... teach him to have faith in his own ideas, even if everyone tells him that he is wrong... teach him to be gentle with gentle people and tough with tough people.
Try to give my grandson strength not to follow the crowd when everyone else is getting on the bandwagon... teach him to listen to all men... but, teach him also to filter all he hears on a screen of truth and take only the good that comes through.
Teach my grandson teacher... but gently if you can, how to laugh when he is sad... teach him there is no shames in tears... teach him there can be glory in failure and despair in success.
Teach him to close his ears to a howling mob... and to stand and fight if he thinks he is right.
Teach him to scoff at cynics and to beware of too much sweetness... teach him to sell his brawn and brains to the highest bidders but, never, never, put a price tag on his heart and soul.
Treat my grandson gently, teacher, but don't coddle him, because only the test of fire makes fine steel... let him have the courage to be impatient... let him have the patience to be brave.
Teach him always to have sublime faith in himself. Because then he will have sublime faith in God and Mankind.
This is a tall order, teacher, but please help him if you can do. You see, he's such a nice little fellow... my grandson.

Teach my grandson, teacher... but gently if you can.

Adapted by Thomas Halbert

http://members.tripod.com/~Friend4/bestari.htm#examination

There was once a teacher
Whose principal feature
Was hidden in quite an odd way
Students by millions
Or possibly zillions
Surrounded him of all the day

When finally seen
By his scholarly dean
And asked how he managed the deed
He lifted three fingers
And said: “ All you swingers
Need only follow my lead.

To rise from zero
To big campus hero
To answer these questions you’ll strive
Where am I going,
How shall I get there, and
How’ll I know I’ve arrived?”

Taken from The School Curriculum, by W.Kenneth Richmond


hehe...hey guys, tis is a poem tat i came across wen i was searching fer information about "Science Curriculum"...hehe....i like tis one..so here i put in to share wif u guys...hehe...watch out fer me any nice poem about teachers yea...hehe...thanks 1st!! enjoy it!~

Question of the week:
Does fish Urinates??
· Mr Grumpy Fish urinates into some sort of desalinizing machine to get drinking water .
· The water clouds for a reason and those reasons are part of the way mother nature set the planet up.The fish urinates.The fish defecates.The fish breathes.All those things release ammonia into the water.The ammonia is toxic. I dont know if youve evr been in a chicken house but we have them all over the place here. I will not keel over dead from walking into one.I can promise you though.I do not want to be locked in one with no chance of escape.
· Therefore, the fish urinates alot and doesnt drink any water (it gets all the water it needs from the outside environment).
http://www.answers.com/does%20fish%20urinates%3F%3F

Teaching & Learning Technology SPM 1002
Ida Tan Mei-Erh
AP 060055

haha...my lecterer asked us this question....so here is the answer...interesting question dun u think??? hahaha...the fish do shhh shhh lar....

tis is wad happened to me on wednesday....

haha...was havin intermediate maths on wednesday morning...hehe....but before tat day, something happened to me (again!)..i lost my earing, right side...was feeling very sad cuz i like the earing very much...i bought it myself in Kuching...hehe...but guess wad?!! i found it in da shower room on wednesday morning...wow..lucly me..hah..is been thr all da while eh...was so happy...den i went back my room & get dressed to get ready fer class...i ws wearing my metric card wen suddenly something flash me.."hmm..will i lost my metric card??'...den i was like "choi~"...haha..so as usually, got on da bus & went fer class...

after my maths lessons i went to the photostat shop to get my photostated books ( kinda far from my faculty)...tat was wen i realised (again!~) tat i lost my metric card! haha...mayb tats y im called "big head"!! with a "prawn" add on...haha....so wad to do..i haf to walk all da way bac to my class room which is at block c14 at the 4th floor....u mus be kidding me...i was wearing baju kurung & high heels tat day!!! wapiang eh.....

bad news fer me...cant find it anywhr..i even interrupt some other class & went in to look fer my metric card...haha..everyone mus b starring at tis careles girl...boh pien...really lost it i gues...so i haf to visit the students' affair office..which is near the photostat shop!! haha....wa..i really got the stamina dun u think??

luckily i dun haf class anymore fer tat morning...jes at 2pm...but wen i ask da lady at the counter in the office, she told me tat i cant redo my lost card here...i haf to go to the "Sistem Kad Matrik" at da round floor of the building....so i did...but wen i was waiting in that office, eventually i tok to a guy who is a 3rd year student i guess..i told him about i wanted to make a new card cuz i lost mine..but he said i cant do it here..i mus make a lost card report at the Pejabat keselamatan...& guys!! guess whr issit??? haha..wen i heard it..i was really lafing at myself...it is at the main gate of my UNI!! & do u haf any idea how far issit?? & again high heels man!!!

wa...without wasting any time i walked to the main gate & make da report...was lafing at myself along da way...haha...felt funny lar...& den i haf to go to the Pejabat bendahari to make my payment which cost me rm 10 & walk back to the office to take my pic...haha...if got chance i will show u guys my photo...haha....c my happy face on my card...

keng ler me...i get it done within an hour...haha...& iwas thinking m i lucky to lost my card on monday or wad?? cuz we can only make our card on monday & thursday....haha...was looking at the bright side....=) so tat i called it a day which i lost my metric card...u noe wad, da lady in the office who took my pic was asking..."u lost ur card?? 1st year student??" haha...i can only say..."haha..yea!~"

haha...dunnoe m i fortunate or unfortunate...guess wad??!!wen i was walking to a nearby food court fer dinner tat nite,someone ( a guy ) from my hostel recognised my big face & told me tat his fren found my card & will pas it bac to me later!!! wapiang eh....wad a day......

haha...so now i got 2 metric cards!!! haha...blek=P!

finally...haha...im ready to write my 1st post in this brand new bog of mine..."just ida..."...haha...it has been exactly 1 month since i got here eh...wow!~ how time flies....

things are getting on track ard....im attending classes everyday, busy wif assignments & revisions....hehe...but honestly i really enjoy doin it...(not bluffin) is interesting to get to learn new things & approaching new people...

haha...toking about attending class...tat remind me of something...noe wad?!~on tuesday morning..i "almost" late fer clas-philosophy of education( tell u more about tis subject later, interesting!!~).....my lecturer changed the time from 11am to 8 am in the morning & i was so careless tat i didn change da timetable on my desk...so i was "happily" sleeping on my bed cuz thinking tat i can take my sweet time & take da bus at 10 smth..haha...luckily one of my fren msg me & asking y she is all my coursemates in bus but not me...haha...tat was wen i realised tat oh no....haha...got up, freshen up & went fer da lift..( da 1st bus had left)...only wen i reach G floor i remember tat i forgot my metric card ( cant go without it) so i haf to press 7th floor & went bac to get it...haha...(2nd bus still at da bus stop)....was relief a bit as i tot im sure goin to catch da 2nd bus...haha....da bus driver mus b kidding...jes as i was only 15 or 20 steps to the bus..he drove of...haha...was lafing at myself...sumtime u jes haf to look at da funny side of life...haha..so i waited fer da 3rd bus..guess wad..FULL....wapiang eh....finally got on to the 4th bus it was alomst 8am ard...haha...

reached da bus tsop of my faculty i had to walk up stairs cuz my class is on the 3rd floor...haha...good morning exercise eh...with my high heels!!! haha..u noe, education faculty's students are required to be smartly attired & presentable..haha...& im getting used to it d..i love being smart & presentable...hehe...thank you st thom!~ so, anyone can challenge me to walk in high heels now...haha....so in the end of the story is...i wasnt late!! haha...somehow sum other class had taken da room tat my lecturer was suppose to use & he had to find another room fer us...haha...wad a morning!~

tat was a tuesday morning of my 4th week here in UTM.....

wanna noe wad happened to me on Wednesday?? haha..read on!~